Venting...

to some understanding mamas! I wrote at a few different times and kept deleting and loosing my train of thought and purpose of the post so I decided to post it anyway. If it doesn't make sense, sorry. I feel better at night if I complain/vent about the day even if its to no one. But venting to mamas who understand is the best!!
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Noni is teething, teething teething. I guess that’s what it is anyway. For the past two weeks or more she has been sleeping horribly. Waking up a lot, crying when she wakes, kicking her arms and legs. And nursing more than 20 times a day. She usually can go a while without nursing especially when we are out in public. Now I’m surprised when we make it 2 hours. Then she can’t just nurse calmly and gently she has to play and switch sides and put her foot in my face, etc.
BUT I am dealing. She is going through a lot right now and she will be through it eventually. Just when you have somewhat of a routine it gets all mixed up.
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Parenting is so hard. It totally rocks your world. You have to give all of yourself and then some. Taking care of a little one who relies on you for everything is so challenging and exhausting. I just want some peace and quiet, a couple hours of “ME” time. There is a long list of things that I am sick of about parenting and that frustrates me, but there is so much more that I love about it.
Nonah is an amazing little girl. She has taught me so much. I love being her mom. When I am away from her I miss her so much.

Reading things like this is what gets me through!!Remembering how important my job is right now. I love it!!
So peace to you mamas!!!